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Statement
I am aroused by the process by which experience is shaped by
culture and bodies, individual and collective. It is an engagement
with the mappings of these bodies and the passions they express
which comprise the terrain of my artistic practise.
My process is both research-based and intuitive. It is disciplined
and passionate and like a tree it branches in spirals, in many
directions and is subject to windy turbulence and the visitations
of birds. My perspective is phenomenological, feminist and interdisciplinary.
My process embraces technology whenever it makes sense. It makes
sense when either in the creation of sound, text, movement or
image I meet a narrowing of the channel ahead and must expand
in a new direction uncharted by previous journeys. It is in passion
and with senses awakened that a new direction ignites and technologies
of representation and expression are engaged, both to stoke the
fire and to control its spread. It is often in a moment of crisis
that such fires begin.
Crisis, in the world of my muse, is a crisis of passion and may
be wed to love, sex, sleep, rage, spiritual exaltation or the
pure delight of the senses. Crises of these sorts may be born
from love, from the light of the sun passing through the branches
of a tree above, from the folds of skin below an eye, from the
veins jumping out from a flexed calf muscle, from the sound of
a child's song, from the flavours of a beautifully prepared meal
or from the profound tragedy of loss. It may belong to me personally
or haunt me from a dream of collective significance, from music,
film or war.
It is the principle of the transferability of excitation, according
to Ian Grand, which is in play at the juncture of a crisis. This
principle is not unlike those governing neuro-chemical or electrical
currents, requiring a charge to leap from one object to another
in order to continue either on a path of least resistance or in
directed continuity within an enclosed circuit. At the rift created
by a crisis in passion there is only movement. Whether the movement
manifests as a physical charge such as anxiety, a psychic charge
or emotional experience, as sexual energy, as the experience of
overwhelming beauty, rage, or fear or as accessible creative energy,
it is all movement. When there is such movement the waters are
turbulent and one must not battle against them for to do so would
be to risk being beaten against the rocks.
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